i meant to update the entries on sat, but.. well.... was too sleepy to do so... haha.... finally met up with serene, ee hui, ying chao after almost 2 yrs of postponing my meeting them... wow. hahaha... =) well, i caught up with them on most things, and found out how much i'd missed out on their lives this past 1 1/2 yrs. oh man... lets just hope it isn too late to really catch up on everything... haha... i really miss them man, just meeting them like tt reminded me of the old times, when we used to go to ee hui's house. i miss the times when we just sat down to tok bout so many things just like tt day. haha... it's like, all my friends are different... in different groups, we tok bout different things, and it was just so nice to be able to tok bout... things with them... haha, dun ask me wat we tokked bout... we tokked bout so many things...

it was a really interesting day acty. instead of going out to have lunch, we cooked our own spaghetti in ee hui's house. first, however, we went shopping at parkway. haha. we met too early though, and had breakfast at ya kun's, where we chatted. i must admit i felt a little.... left out, but then, i guess tt's only to be expected since i haven seen them for SOOOOOOOOO long!! anyway, we spent quite a bit of time at ee hui's house tokking b4 we went to start cooking. MAN! the food was GOOD!!! haha... =) mebbe the company added to the entire cookign and eating experience. =)

hehe, the funny part came when we had dessert. we made our own fondue! or rather, ee hui did it for us. she melted chocolate on a saucepan, and cut apples, bananas, pears and strawberries. then she opened a bottle of red wine and 4 of us trooped down to the poolside to eat all these. haha... can u imagine, 4 ppl, one carrying a bottle of wine, one carrying fruits and a pot holder, one holding wine glasses, and another carrying the saucepan, and we went down to the poolside to eat and... yep, watch guys, coz ee hui said there were many caucasians on sat swimming tt day. hehe/.... =) the children were SOOO cute! well the guys... nth much to say, coz they were either too young or too old. hehe... ;) anyway, i felt rather self-conscious... after all, its not everyday one goes to the poolside to drink red wine and eat fondue! haha... to add to this, ee hui's wine glasses were huge! =) those who walked past us were staring at our glasses. someone finally said, "those are the largest wine glasses i've ever seen!"hehe... oh well.... =) a new experience after all. i can't say if i got drunk, coz i didn feel woozy, but i did feel REAL sleepy... haha... i was in danger of dozing off several times! i could walk in a straight line though... ;) yep... hmm... my chest did feel a little tight after drinking the wine, but there wasnt a full-blown asthma attack, as i had anticipated. i dunno y, though... perhaps those times when i drank wine and got asthma attacks were coincidences?lemme try somemore next time... hahaha... hypothesis testing... hehe... =)

yep, adn tt was one of the best gatherings i've had... hehe... i must make a note to catch up with all the others after the As.... =)

Ooops... think i told grace the wrong description of my blog.. hehe... its not a toddler puckering up... its... (hold on... i go check) a little girl looking proud of herself... hmm.... bad with images these days. i have a strong suspicion my brain cells are on the verge of dying. oh man... tt would make me like the youngest person in the world to suffer from Alzheimer's. oh man... seriously! i could remember different conversations with different ppl for a long time after i tokked to them, and i could attach names to faces easily. now, i'd be lucky if i can remember wat i said to my sis this morning. wow.

anyway, there are 2 more papers left to go. maths paper2 and the gothic paper. shikes. both are my weak areas. i cant decide which io'm weaker in. i've always been BAAAAD with stats. =p cant stand them. as for gothic, i'm nvr sure how to argue my case for the essay qns. and i have to do reasonably well for these papers, coz i bombed last wk's papers, just the way the Americans bombed hiroshima and nagasaki in...err... 1945 (did i get tt rite?)... bad bad bad feeling all round. bet ms lam's gonna look at my rossetti essay and go "WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?" and my silas essay is gonna be so lacking in points... i only tokked bout setting as integral to the central themes of the novel. didn tok about the use and importance of imagery, the narrative voice. Double SHIKES. AAAARGHG!!!! and WAS there insecurity in the drama extract? i cant decide. oh shEEEEEEET (screeeches)

ok enough bout lit. its depressing. need i go on about the other subj? suffice it to say that they were equally disastrous. nvr felt so positive bout failing gp. ohmanohmanohman.........

ok i think i better shut up. hahaha....

on to lighter stuff, Schnoozee can go down the stairs!! haha, just trained him to when i came home just now. knwoing he has a fear of heights, i placed him at the top stair while i went to unearth the slippers he had snuck under the sofa. then, when i came, he had climbed up the stairs. i had to coax him down the stairs with treats. for every step he took, he got a treat. he's funny u know, he thinks tt by climbing upwards, it can acty ease his agony of climbing down. *shrugs*

and i think i've got a mad puppy. he's tearing round the house now as we speak, stealing slippers and socks and door wedges. yes, door wedges. and, to add on to all these, he just ran out of the house. to make things worse, he doesn recognise his name yet. can u imagine the panic we all feel when he runs out of the house and he doesn appear? we dun even know whether he's in the house or not. argh. my house is 15 storeys aboveground. this stupid daredevil dog has no fear of anything. can u imagine if he acty went thru the fence? he'd fall to his death and be as squashed as... well, as someone who just jumped from the 15th storey. other than that, he's cute and lovable. jsut tt i wish he wasn so hyper. argh.... no luck in the toilet training area too, coz he does his business anywher BUT the newspaper when we let him out. however, whenever he's back in his place, he pees at the same spot. i dun understand!!!

HELP!!!!

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what the hell just happened?!?!?!?!??! what paper did i just take just now? f maths?! oh man oh man..... i'm SOOOO gonna fail today....

can u believe i acty FORGOT how to do stupid linear inequalities?! it was so easy too... oh man!!! how the heck to apply overseas lidat?!?!

i so dun feel like studying in s'pore already... haha, i came to tt conclusion after reading xy's blog and thinking thru it... mebbe i should go away, see other parts of the world... mebbe it wun be as stressful as here.... hai...

ok gtg byebye!