OK... today is the end of the week. FINALLY!!! haha... we had the inter- fac volleyball finals today, and guess what? we got second! haha... at first we didn really have much confidence in winning candice's team in the semis, but we did it! hee.. they put up a good fight, u know.... =) then after tt, we met science B in the finals... man, they are good, and i must say, we nvr expected to win them. we lost to them 2-1 by the way, hehe... we gave them a run for their money man!!! =) we beat them 15-4 in the first set, then they won us 15-11 (i think) 15-13... come to think of it, it was a close fight, eh? hehe... oh well... second is not bad oso lar, and the finals was the best game we have had for the whole of the inter-fac vball tournament... there was real teamwork... =)
oh yah, EXCITING NEWS!!! haha, i won Borrowed Heaven by The Corrs on wed night! i messaged Power 98, telling the dj, "could i please please please have the cd by The Corrs? i love them but i haven had time to buy their cd coz i've been busy studying". guess wat? the dj called me back!!!!!! haha... only jas heard me though... haha... and i think i sounded so weird on the radio... my voice was so low! but then again, i was doing lit when the dj called, and it was at, like, 11+ and i was SOOOOOOOOO sleepy!! haha, so i guess it's natural tt i sounded sian sian on the phone. nevertheless, i WON!! haha, listening to the cd now... it's great!! got 2 new cds this week... one by FIR, a fantastic one- my sis bought it at bugis village for $7!! haha... the song "Tarot Cards" and the piano version of "Lydia" are fantastic! acty, FIR is a great band... they dun have the usual elements of mandarin pop. it's more unique in the sense tt it doesn conform to the mould mandarin songs usually follow, which is why i rather like them. needless to say, the other cd is by THE CORRS!!! hahah.... wow, i'm starting to build up my collection of original cds... hehe.... but of course, i have to save money lar.... -_-"
anyway, i gtg if i plan to finish my hw anytime this weekend.... need to have time for revision somemore. seriously, i'm considering not going to sch like at least once a week after the whole syllabus has been finished, which is like, now..... but then, i dun exactly relish the thought of spending 3 hours in a polyclinic just for an mc... not really worth it. uh uh *shakes head* just imagine: in a day, we spend like 9 hours in sch. imagine if one day, we didn go to sch. we would prob wake up at 8am, which means there are 8 hours of sch left (assuming tt sch starts at 7..) then we have breakfast, until about maybe 9. then, probably procrastinate about the house, which takes mebbe 1/2hr? then get ready to see the doctor. the trip down prob takes another 1/2hr, which means tt by then we have 6 hours of sch left. we wait for the doctor, which, on a normal weekday, takes mebbe 3 hours? (ok, mebbe if we are lucky, an hour). tt leaves like 3 hours of sch left. ok, the 1/2 hour trip back home, further procrastination, oh yah, forgot lunch! altogether mebbe take up another 1 1/2 hours? ok, tt leaves another 1 1/2 hours to do wateva we took the mc for. now, tell me, is it worth it to forgo 9 hours of lectures and tuts to waste 7 1/2 hours preparing to do the thing as i have demonstrated?
of course, different ppl may have diff ways of doing things, and thus may criticise my breakdown of time. of course u are entitled to ur own breakdown of ur time! after all, ppl have different time managements... haha... but tt's how i perceive mcs... oh well.... looks like my plan to take mcs goes down the drain... now, if i could just convince the lazy part of me to believe tt.........
Thursday, July 22, 2004
ah ha! i found my ring!! luckily williana left it with the clerk... i almost had a heart attack when i went to the lost and found section and saw the mess there. how the heck would i be able to find it?! anyway, i went thru the things, but surprise surprise! it wasn inside.. i was losing hope already, until tabbi reminded me tt major tham keeps the lost items that are valuable. so i asked him, but it wasnt with him. tt left only one more clerk. i was hoping and praying tt she had it with her. IT WAS!!! YAY!!! haha...
anyway, yesterday was the sea carnival. our class took part in the 'Make a Raft' competition. haha, it was fun! we ended up winning best design and third in the race. acty, the third prize was by luck, coz 2 of the rafts had either capsized or come apart before or during the race... hee... well, though we were slow, we were STABLE. no thanx to those who questioned the stability and function of our raft! =p haha... but thanx to all those who helped, which is like so many ppl... anyway, u know who u all are... those who attended e sea carnival to the end to support us... HURUL!! for ur fish burger, XUEFANG!! for ur raffia, JUN!! for helping us clear up after tt, WARDAH!! for also helping us clear up, and of course, THE REST for coming to support us. haha.. first time our class joined something as a class and we did it rite and well...=) oh yah, here's a trivia: the name of our raft was "Antony and Cleopatra's Love Boat", in memory of the poetic verses by Enobarbus... can't remember wat they were, but they were very luxurious and rich and full... haha... =) oh btw, tt was me lying on the fluorescent green float on the raft... hee... it was fun, come to think of it, but it's a pity that i didn have enough guts to take on the persona of Cleopatra... hahaha.... tt would have been a real treat, wouldn it? ;)
anyway, yesterday was the sea carnival. our class took part in the 'Make a Raft' competition. haha, it was fun! we ended up winning best design and third in the race. acty, the third prize was by luck, coz 2 of the rafts had either capsized or come apart before or during the race... hee... well, though we were slow, we were STABLE. no thanx to those who questioned the stability and function of our raft! =p haha... but thanx to all those who helped, which is like so many ppl... anyway, u know who u all are... those who attended e sea carnival to the end to support us... HURUL!! for ur fish burger, XUEFANG!! for ur raffia, JUN!! for helping us clear up after tt, WARDAH!! for also helping us clear up, and of course, THE REST for coming to support us. haha.. first time our class joined something as a class and we did it rite and well...=) oh yah, here's a trivia: the name of our raft was "Antony and Cleopatra's Love Boat", in memory of the poetic verses by Enobarbus... can't remember wat they were, but they were very luxurious and rich and full... haha... =) oh btw, tt was me lying on the fluorescent green float on the raft... hee... it was fun, come to think of it, but it's a pity that i didn have enough guts to take on the persona of Cleopatra... hahaha.... tt would have been a real treat, wouldn it? ;)
Monday, July 19, 2004
hello!!! haha... been away for a record of almost 10 days... oh well... been bz catching up with hw... and when i came back here, i realised blogger had acty made so many changes! now its more convenient and more fun to type in my entries! yay! i love technology. SOMETIMES.
there was one BLACK CLOUD in my sky today. i lost the ring i had been given jus 3 days ago! goodness! tt ring was worn by me when i was a baby ( i nvr realised tt), and it was returned to me last sat by my father, who said my grandmother had kept it for me, for fear tt i would put it in my mouth and swallow it. well, i guess the ring is not fated to be with me. today i wore it to sch, and guess wat WONDERFUL thing happened? the ring dropped from the string i put it thru. and u know wat the worst thing was?
there was one BLACK CLOUD in my sky today. i lost the ring i had been given jus 3 days ago! goodness! tt ring was worn by me when i was a baby ( i nvr realised tt), and it was returned to me last sat by my father, who said my grandmother had kept it for me, for fear tt i would put it in my mouth and swallow it. well, i guess the ring is not fated to be with me. today i wore it to sch, and guess wat WONDERFUL thing happened? the ring dropped from the string i put it thru. and u know wat the worst thing was?
- something had told me to take it off before pe. i refused to listen to tt voice
- after pe, i heard ppl asking who had lost a ring. i just checked to make sure the string was there. i didn even bother to pull the string out to check if the ring was still inside.
u know wat? i only found out after i had reached home and found the string lying on the floor. DAMN! i really almost cried. tt ring means so much to me. it's like a part of my past, and i just let it get lost so carelessly! wat the heck is wrong with me!?!?!?!?!
i found out tt a girl from S14 (Williana, from my spe class), had taken it. thanks to grace, xue fang, and lai yee, i was able to track who had taken the ring! thank u all of u! the ring was put in the lost and found counter in the general office. oh man... hopefully i find it still there tml... it has been there for a day... i do hope nobody noticed the ring and took it away... all my hopes are banked on the counter... if it isn there, i really dunno wat i'd do... the ring is v impt to me... dunno y oso, but i kinda feel something when i wear it... a kind of security i guess... dun ask me y... i dunno.... i dun usually wear jewellery to sch, and this was an exception, because of the feeling it gives me when i wear it... and now, look wat happened?! it does seem silly to wear gold to sch rite? esp for pe? i cant explain it myself... maybe u'll have to keep an open mind bout my reasons? its just something i cannot explain... mebbe i was tempting fate... *shrugs*
ARGH!! now i just cant wait for tml when i can go to sch to really find out if it's still there... pray hard for me that i'll find it pls?!?!?!?!?!?!?! i need all the help i can get man....
let's hope tml will be a better day.... i promise not to be so stupid to wear the ring to school... if only i can find it.... will update u tml, just hopefully with good news. rite now, i have to go into battle with mcq for nov 2000. hope i win. today and tml........
Saturday, July 10, 2004
haha... back again after 2 quiz results.. =p anyway, i just gotta tell u bout the buffet i went to yesterday.. oh omy GOSH! it's just sooooooo worth every cent of the 20 odd dollars we paid for it. it was an international buffet, at Sakura Restaurant at Downtown East. NTUC club members can get a 20% discount for one more person i think.. not v sure. anyway, back to the topic. its like the best buffet i've ever been to.
u know how other buffets are, there's only like how many kinds of beverages available, but not this. they have like 5-6 different kinds of drinks, the usual fast food drinks (u know, those in the dispensers in the fast food restaurants?), smoothies or frosties or slurpies (dunno wat u call em, but there were like 3 different flavours), and coffee (in a coffee maker) tea (green tea or english tea). there were so many kinds!!!
ok, on to food. there were so many kinds of japanese food- tempura, sashimi, sushi, and all of them were subdivided into SOOOOOOOOOOOOO many varieties. chi food had dim sum, fried rice, curry, fried noodles, veggie (the boring stuff, except the curry, which was duck and v nice). Dessert was FANTASTIC. so many cakes, and most were chocolate (my best friend!). there was jelly (but texture wasnt tt great), kuehs, bubor chacha. soups were shark's fin (dun like it, coz the thot of sharks being killed puts me off) and mushroom soup... am i making u drool? oh yah, and oysters, mussels and scallops and prawns and lobster and salads... the shellfish could be taken raw or baked... OH MY GOD!!! i'm just feeling sad now coz i didn get to eat all the food!!!!! ARGH!!!!!! everything was nice, though i think the oysters are... hmm... a little lacklustre as compared with the other shellfish. I WANT TO GO THERE AGAIN!!!! hahahaha.. had the best time last nite. we stayed there for 2 and a half hours, just eating and talking. oh yah, i forgot to add that there was teppanyaki!!!! there's an assortment of meat and veggie, then u can choose wat u want, and give to the chefs to fry!!! and one bonus is, IT'S HALAL!!! haha... saw a few muslims there, so i gatehred it is, and come to think of it, there werent any food with pork, so i guess it should be halal... was bz thinking of the food to see whether there was the halal sign... =)
hehe, guess i sound like a pig lah.. haha... but i dun mind going anywhere where there's nice food. as long as the food makes up for the surroundings, anywhere is fine. i once had laksa in penang at this roadside stall, and flies were flying around everywhere- on top of the noodles, ingredients, etc. however, the food made everything worthwhile... haha, and the fact that they soaked everything in boiling water made it a little better. hehe, overall, it was great. i wouldn mind going there again.... =)
if u have any good recommendations on food, pls tell me!!!!!!!!!! haha... guarantee u we will go the next weekend... hahaha... =)wat can i say? *shrugs* my family loves food... haha =)
ok... guess some ppl wanna kill me now, for talking so much bout food... hahah... better stop.. got alot of hw to do... so i guess i better go... byebye!
u know how other buffets are, there's only like how many kinds of beverages available, but not this. they have like 5-6 different kinds of drinks, the usual fast food drinks (u know, those in the dispensers in the fast food restaurants?), smoothies or frosties or slurpies (dunno wat u call em, but there were like 3 different flavours), and coffee (in a coffee maker) tea (green tea or english tea). there were so many kinds!!!
ok, on to food. there were so many kinds of japanese food- tempura, sashimi, sushi, and all of them were subdivided into SOOOOOOOOOOOOO many varieties. chi food had dim sum, fried rice, curry, fried noodles, veggie (the boring stuff, except the curry, which was duck and v nice). Dessert was FANTASTIC. so many cakes, and most were chocolate (my best friend!). there was jelly (but texture wasnt tt great), kuehs, bubor chacha. soups were shark's fin (dun like it, coz the thot of sharks being killed puts me off) and mushroom soup... am i making u drool? oh yah, and oysters, mussels and scallops and prawns and lobster and salads... the shellfish could be taken raw or baked... OH MY GOD!!! i'm just feeling sad now coz i didn get to eat all the food!!!!! ARGH!!!!!! everything was nice, though i think the oysters are... hmm... a little lacklustre as compared with the other shellfish. I WANT TO GO THERE AGAIN!!!! hahahaha.. had the best time last nite. we stayed there for 2 and a half hours, just eating and talking. oh yah, i forgot to add that there was teppanyaki!!!! there's an assortment of meat and veggie, then u can choose wat u want, and give to the chefs to fry!!! and one bonus is, IT'S HALAL!!! haha... saw a few muslims there, so i gatehred it is, and come to think of it, there werent any food with pork, so i guess it should be halal... was bz thinking of the food to see whether there was the halal sign... =)
hehe, guess i sound like a pig lah.. haha... but i dun mind going anywhere where there's nice food. as long as the food makes up for the surroundings, anywhere is fine. i once had laksa in penang at this roadside stall, and flies were flying around everywhere- on top of the noodles, ingredients, etc. however, the food made everything worthwhile... haha, and the fact that they soaked everything in boiling water made it a little better. hehe, overall, it was great. i wouldn mind going there again.... =)
if u have any good recommendations on food, pls tell me!!!!!!!!!! haha... guarantee u we will go the next weekend... hahaha... =)wat can i say? *shrugs* my family loves food... haha =)
ok... guess some ppl wanna kill me now, for talking so much bout food... hahah... better stop.. got alot of hw to do... so i guess i better go... byebye!
Monday, July 05, 2004
当你
By : Cyndi Wang Xin Ling
如果有一天 我回到从前
回到最原始的我 你是否会觉得我不错
如果有一天 我离你遥远
不能再和你相约 你是否会发觉我已经说再见
当你的眼睛眯着笑 当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好 你从来不知道 想你想你 也能成为嗜好
当你说今天的烦恼 当你说夜深你睡不着
我想对你说 却害怕都说错 还喜欢你 知不知道
如果有一天 梦想都实现
回忆都成了永远 你是否还会记得今天
如果有一天 我们都发觉
原来什么都可以 无论是否还会停留在这里
当你的眼睛眯着笑 当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好 你从来不知道 想你想你 也能成为嗜好
当你说今天的烦恼 当你说夜深你睡不着
我想对你说 却害怕都说错 还喜欢你 知不知道
也许可是让我想得太多 也许该回到没我
梦里和相遇 就毫不犹豫 大声的说我要说
当你的眼睛眯着笑 当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好 你从来不知道 想你想你 也能成为嗜好
啦 啦 啦
我想对你说 却害怕都说错 还喜欢你 知不知道
啦 啦 啦
By : Cyndi Wang Xin Ling
如果有一天 我回到从前
回到最原始的我 你是否会觉得我不错
如果有一天 我离你遥远
不能再和你相约 你是否会发觉我已经说再见
当你的眼睛眯着笑 当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好 你从来不知道 想你想你 也能成为嗜好
当你说今天的烦恼 当你说夜深你睡不着
我想对你说 却害怕都说错 还喜欢你 知不知道
如果有一天 梦想都实现
回忆都成了永远 你是否还会记得今天
如果有一天 我们都发觉
原来什么都可以 无论是否还会停留在这里
当你的眼睛眯着笑 当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好 你从来不知道 想你想你 也能成为嗜好
当你说今天的烦恼 当你说夜深你睡不着
我想对你说 却害怕都说错 还喜欢你 知不知道
也许可是让我想得太多 也许该回到没我
梦里和相遇 就毫不犹豫 大声的说我要说
当你的眼睛眯着笑 当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好 你从来不知道 想你想你 也能成为嗜好
啦 啦 啦
我想对你说 却害怕都说错 还喜欢你 知不知道
啦 啦 啦
Sunday, July 04, 2004
i'm bored!!!! haha.... after 2 days of languishing around the house doing nothing but reading, i can now say tt there's nothing to do in the house. studying?!?!?!?!?!?!? oh man.... dun remind me... and STOP!!! NOT bout how near the As are either pls! i know how near they are... they are like creeping up behind my back... eeew... can feel their slimy crawly legs all over my body.... now they are at the back of my knees... slowly but steadily creeping up my back.... am i making a lick of sense? hope so... =)
anyway, just read yanfang's blog... she went to watch the Asian vball tournament!!! AAAAHHH! haha... acty i wanted to watch, but i was bz mugging for the common test. haha... wat a life... mebbe i can catch it next yr? or whenever it is... hehe... i found out a few months ago that our sch bookshop auntie's niece is one of the national team players. she's currently in SAJC.. one yr older than us, but she retained (forgot her name. it's at the tip of my tongue). haha... yanfang, yy they all were cursing their luck... hehe... =) well, she's good... and her auntie went to support her the day of the finals. YES, SINGAPORE GOT INTO THE FINALS IN THE ASIAN VB CHAMPIONSHIPS!!! hahaa... they lost to thailand 3-0 though, 15-25, 13-25, 13-25, and got second. wow. couldn believe the newspaper when i read it man... =) anyway, it's rather good news, isn't it? tt singapore got something... one of the players got the best something... forgot wat oso... server i think... hmm... can;t really remember though... ;)
next week is the start of the inter-fac vball tournament, and i wun be able to play on fri!!!!! i gtg ajc for some focus-group session bout pw. oh man... wat is there to say?! anyway, guess i'll go there and listen to wat the other jcs have to say about pw, and mebbe i'll have somethign to add in as well? haha... dun wanna go there and be like a blockhead.. ;)
anyway, enough crapping.. gtg get ready to go out...
CIAO! =)
anyway, just read yanfang's blog... she went to watch the Asian vball tournament!!! AAAAHHH! haha... acty i wanted to watch, but i was bz mugging for the common test. haha... wat a life... mebbe i can catch it next yr? or whenever it is... hehe... i found out a few months ago that our sch bookshop auntie's niece is one of the national team players. she's currently in SAJC.. one yr older than us, but she retained (forgot her name. it's at the tip of my tongue). haha... yanfang, yy they all were cursing their luck... hehe... =) well, she's good... and her auntie went to support her the day of the finals. YES, SINGAPORE GOT INTO THE FINALS IN THE ASIAN VB CHAMPIONSHIPS!!! hahaa... they lost to thailand 3-0 though, 15-25, 13-25, 13-25, and got second. wow. couldn believe the newspaper when i read it man... =) anyway, it's rather good news, isn't it? tt singapore got something... one of the players got the best something... forgot wat oso... server i think... hmm... can;t really remember though... ;)
next week is the start of the inter-fac vball tournament, and i wun be able to play on fri!!!!! i gtg ajc for some focus-group session bout pw. oh man... wat is there to say?! anyway, guess i'll go there and listen to wat the other jcs have to say about pw, and mebbe i'll have somethign to add in as well? haha... dun wanna go there and be like a blockhead.. ;)
anyway, enough crapping.. gtg get ready to go out...
CIAO! =)
Saturday, July 03, 2004
LOVING ONE. You need safety in your relationship.
You want to be sure in his/her arms, knowing
that he will protect you and you can be totally
devoted to your other. At this point you are
very vulnerable. You open yourself and dont
even think that he/she could cheat you. You
totally trust your partner in every single way.
SO if you find out that she/he lied to you or
played a game this trust is broken. You may try
to forgive your other but this will be very
difficult.He/She has to be friendly and
trustworthy.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.
You can always message me or tell me how I can
improve that quiz. Ill sure write back.
~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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hahaa.... exams are finally over, and bet u're wondering y i didn immediately leave an entry here the moment my papers ended... well...... I WAS BUSY SLACKING!!! hahaha... was acty reading harry potter and the order of the phoenix after all the papers, and got rather hooked onto it, so there was not much motivation going anywhere but my bed and the chairs to read it. do u know, though this is the second time i have read the book, i'm still in denial that sirius black died? oh man...somehow i dun think he died u know... he was still alive when the stunning spell got him (well... it was red light and not a green light...) mebbe like wat evon says, he's among the land of the dead, where he's still alive. anyway, i feel there are loopholes bout tt, so mebbe jk rowling might come up with something bout sirius black's death in the next book, which, as evon told me, the title is harry potter and the half-blood prince... =) wonder when it's gonna come out though...
ok... after the paper last thurs, in the evening, i went out with grace, xuefang and jasmine to watch Windstruck- a korean movie which is quite touching acty... hgahaha...the beginning made all of us laugh like anything, but the end... well... the end made us cry... u should wathc the show acty... it's quite lengthy to acty say it here, so i shall not spoil it for u... =) even at the sad moments, there were times when it was just funny as well. a good movie, i would say. but then again, i'm a sucker for romance. =) i would encourage u to watch it though... =)hehe...
after the movie we went to take neoprints, and just when we reached the shop, the shutters were just coming down. grace and xf went to plead with the shopkeepers, telling them we only wanted to take one shot, so they let us in. but that one shot was FUN! hahaha... we were the only customers inside the shop, so we were laughing and talking loudly. well acty, tt was the most fun i've had in taking neoprints... =)
anyway, tt's all the updating, and well, i've had fun slacking the past few days... how does one get used to slacking? hahahaha.... it's been very absent in my life these days, so i guess i better savour it... hehehe...
bye!
=)
ok... after the paper last thurs, in the evening, i went out with grace, xuefang and jasmine to watch Windstruck- a korean movie which is quite touching acty... hgahaha...the beginning made all of us laugh like anything, but the end... well... the end made us cry... u should wathc the show acty... it's quite lengthy to acty say it here, so i shall not spoil it for u... =) even at the sad moments, there were times when it was just funny as well. a good movie, i would say. but then again, i'm a sucker for romance. =) i would encourage u to watch it though... =)hehe...
after the movie we went to take neoprints, and just when we reached the shop, the shutters were just coming down. grace and xf went to plead with the shopkeepers, telling them we only wanted to take one shot, so they let us in. but that one shot was FUN! hahaha... we were the only customers inside the shop, so we were laughing and talking loudly. well acty, tt was the most fun i've had in taking neoprints... =)
anyway, tt's all the updating, and well, i've had fun slacking the past few days... how does one get used to slacking? hahahaha.... it's been very absent in my life these days, so i guess i better savour it... hehehe...
bye!
=)
Wednesday, June 30, 2004
blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah.... i DUN FEEL LIKE STUDYING ALREADY!!!
tomorrow's the last paper, and my energy's flagging... can't drag myself up from the computer to acty go read the notes on gothic, but... oh well... i still have to... i'll prob just burst out of the hall tml screaming bloody murder after the paper.. haha... all hell's broken loose, coz i'm madd!!!!hmm... on hindsight, forget wat i just said... many wouldnt believe i'm capable of doing tt... frankly, neither am i. haha... =)
one thing i know for sure is, NO MORE LAST MIN STUDYING OF LIT FOR ME. EVER AGAIN. oh man... studying for it at the last minute last nite was pure torture, not to mention stressful. can't remember much. take my advice. lit is not for last min. oh man... i can feel premature white hairs grwoing... and premature aging is so not evident in my family line... guess some new gene just developed halfway today tt;s like gonna be some recessive gene tt will turn dominant if and when i marry someone with a premature ageing gene in his DNA. hahah... so bio rite? it just came out of my memory like some long lost.... memory?
hehe... ok, i'm off teaching my sis how to earn points on the myscenedolls.com website hurul intro-ed on her blog... haha... its so bimbotic its fun! hahahahahahahahah
tomorrow's the last paper, and my energy's flagging... can't drag myself up from the computer to acty go read the notes on gothic, but... oh well... i still have to... i'll prob just burst out of the hall tml screaming bloody murder after the paper.. haha... all hell's broken loose, coz i'm madd!!!!hmm... on hindsight, forget wat i just said... many wouldnt believe i'm capable of doing tt... frankly, neither am i. haha... =)
one thing i know for sure is, NO MORE LAST MIN STUDYING OF LIT FOR ME. EVER AGAIN. oh man... studying for it at the last minute last nite was pure torture, not to mention stressful. can't remember much. take my advice. lit is not for last min. oh man... i can feel premature white hairs grwoing... and premature aging is so not evident in my family line... guess some new gene just developed halfway today tt;s like gonna be some recessive gene tt will turn dominant if and when i marry someone with a premature ageing gene in his DNA. hahah... so bio rite? it just came out of my memory like some long lost.... memory?
hehe... ok, i'm off teaching my sis how to earn points on the myscenedolls.com website hurul intro-ed on her blog... haha... its so bimbotic its fun! hahahahahahahahah
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
hey alvin, thanx so much for ur help in the strike thru thing!!! hahah.... u made it nicer!!!! =)
just chatted with kenette's gf. she's a NICE girl! wow, kenette realyl has good taste man... character nice, face oso nice... hai... oh btw, he's my cousin.. hahah... feel happy for him.. =) oh well, i htink they are a good match acty, both are great ppl, inside and out, and they have brains to complement each other.... xian mu si wo le!!!!!!
oh well... on the heavier side of things, I HAVE TO GET BACK TO WORK. wat a dampener. been slacking sicne this morning... hahahahahaha.... so my conscience is driving me to do work. but first, lunch. bye!
just chatted with kenette's gf. she's a NICE girl! wow, kenette realyl has good taste man... character nice, face oso nice... hai... oh btw, he's my cousin.. hahah... feel happy for him.. =) oh well, i htink they are a good match acty, both are great ppl, inside and out, and they have brains to complement each other.... xian mu si wo le!!!!!!
oh well... on the heavier side of things, I HAVE TO GET BACK TO WORK. wat a dampener. been slacking sicne this morning... hahahahahaha.... so my conscience is driving me to do work. but first, lunch. bye!
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
sometimes i think tt i'm just doing a pre-death struggle. u know, like before a person drowns, they make this last-ditch desperate attempt to keep themselves afloat? yep, i soooo feel like tt... hahaa....
just kinda think there's not much point in studying anymore for the common test, though it would be a lie to say tt i have acty done much. sian. its so sickening lar. cant concentrate, and i'm so dreading the time when i have to go back to sch. *GASP* horror of horrors! it's next week! i guess i shall have to forgo this common test, do the best i can for it and just keep to my long term goal of the prelims and a levels. tts e best i can do at the moment i guess. getting tired. haha... just hope i dun seriously burn out by the end of the year. oh well. i just need to get thru this common test, then i'll contemplate wat i should do until the prelims. it also doesn help tt there are no shows to watch on tv at 7 and 9pm! oh man! its all BORING!!! now i only look forward to tues 8pm's Daddy's Girls (which is like so bimbotic and rather brainless if u ask me, but i watch it coz it doesn need the mind haha) and thurs 1045pm's meteor garden 2. ahahhahahahah. wat a no-life i am.
i seriously can't wait to break out of this cage man. its getting so depressing. haha. but mebbe, once i break out of this cage tt seems to be getting smaller for me, will i find myself in another cage, though this time it's much more spacious, but filled with ppl of even more hidden facades? well.... stay tuned..... ;)
just kinda think there's not much point in studying anymore for the common test, though it would be a lie to say tt i have acty done much. sian. its so sickening lar. cant concentrate, and i'm so dreading the time when i have to go back to sch. *GASP* horror of horrors! it's next week! i guess i shall have to forgo this common test, do the best i can for it and just keep to my long term goal of the prelims and a levels. tts e best i can do at the moment i guess. getting tired. haha... just hope i dun seriously burn out by the end of the year. oh well. i just need to get thru this common test, then i'll contemplate wat i should do until the prelims. it also doesn help tt there are no shows to watch on tv at 7 and 9pm! oh man! its all BORING!!! now i only look forward to tues 8pm's Daddy's Girls (which is like so bimbotic and rather brainless if u ask me, but i watch it coz it doesn need the mind haha) and thurs 1045pm's meteor garden 2. ahahhahahahah. wat a no-life i am.
i seriously can't wait to break out of this cage man. its getting so depressing. haha. but mebbe, once i break out of this cage tt seems to be getting smaller for me, will i find myself in another cage, though this time it's much more spacious, but filled with ppl of even more hidden facades? well.... stay tuned..... ;)
Saturday, June 19, 2004
can't stand studying can't stand studying can't stand studying can't stand studying can't stand studying can't stand studying can't stand studying can't stand studying can't stand studying can't stand studying can't stand studying can't stand studying can't stand studying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's like the last week of june hols and i haven finished my revision yet!! oh man!! have a feeling i'm gonna do badly esp for econ... i just looked at the questions mrs loh compiled for us, and i was just thinking that if prelims and A levels are gonna give tt kind of questions, i am so gonna die.
i'm too tired to think or do work anymore. hmm... a little rain and less sun would do a WHOLE WORLD OF GOOD!!!! coz i hate hot weather. i loooooove rainy days... hot weather just makes me wanna sleep the day away, coz it's too hot to be able to do anything else!!! sian we were so close to a thunderstorm yesterday evening, but in the end, there was only very strong wind. -_-" and yes, my mood is still braindead- if u can see the picture.
i just saw my personal horoscope thing which i stupidly signed up for. i so regret it now, coz there was no insightful analysis to my character, but only some self-recommendations and self praise bout the pshychic person herself. now i'm worried if she'll do anything to me. not going to reply to her forms or send in any testimonials though. y the heck was i so stupid to do tt? argh... anyway, astro.com one is not bad though..... guess i just stereotyped everything together.
not looking forward to going back to start work. hate econs.
it's like the last week of june hols and i haven finished my revision yet!! oh man!! have a feeling i'm gonna do badly esp for econ... i just looked at the questions mrs loh compiled for us, and i was just thinking that if prelims and A levels are gonna give tt kind of questions, i am so gonna die.
i'm too tired to think or do work anymore. hmm... a little rain and less sun would do a WHOLE WORLD OF GOOD!!!! coz i hate hot weather. i loooooove rainy days... hot weather just makes me wanna sleep the day away, coz it's too hot to be able to do anything else!!! sian we were so close to a thunderstorm yesterday evening, but in the end, there was only very strong wind. -_-" and yes, my mood is still braindead- if u can see the picture.
i just saw my personal horoscope thing which i stupidly signed up for. i so regret it now, coz there was no insightful analysis to my character, but only some self-recommendations and self praise bout the pshychic person herself. now i'm worried if she'll do anything to me. not going to reply to her forms or send in any testimonials though. y the heck was i so stupid to do tt? argh... anyway, astro.com one is not bad though..... guess i just stereotyped everything together.
not looking forward to going back to start work. hate econs.
Thursday, June 17, 2004
| How to make a Yi Ling |
| Ingredients: 3 parts intelligence 1 part crazyiness 3 parts empathy |
| Method: Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Serve with a slice of sadness and a pinch of salt. Yum! |
Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
i wonder if one should have expectation of wat one wants in a partner in life. some say tt if u have expectations, u are likely not to find someone u will be happy with. u will tend to compare him/her to the image u have in ur mind. the perfect guy/ girl. however, if u dun have any requirements, how do u know when u have met the right one? wat if u are never able to pinpoint y u feel there's something lacking in the relationship?
sometimes i feel i'm like christina rossetti. u know, always looking for the perfect person, and nvr being happy with wat i have... sometimes i really worry if i will ever find someone i feel completely happy with. after all, there isn something as a perfect person in the world. while they may appear perfect, and everything u could ever want in a person, this self-doubt sometimes crops up, like, "is this person for real? he/she is too good to be true!" or sometimes, tt person may conceal himself/herself so well that u are not even aware of anything until it's probably too late. maybe one would be aware of some undercurrents of inconsistency, but never be able to point exactly to wat it is.
maybe wat grace said is right. when a person is too perfect, u cannot trust him/her. they made themselves out to be perfect. in other words, manufactured. i admire frankness in a person, and i guess i would be disillusioned if someone i was interested in was acty wat he was not made out to be. i'd rather a person just was himself, showing his faults as well as his good points. well... wat's the point of hiding the truth? nothing lies under the carpet for long, coz there will be a spring cleaning one day, and all the dirt under the carpet or any other skeletons one might have in his/her closet will be taken out. no one is able to be such a great actor tt they are able to continuously act the same role their whole life 24/7. it's tiring. and one day, the inner self will threaten to burst out. wat happens then? nobody knows.
sometimes i feel i'm like christina rossetti. u know, always looking for the perfect person, and nvr being happy with wat i have... sometimes i really worry if i will ever find someone i feel completely happy with. after all, there isn something as a perfect person in the world. while they may appear perfect, and everything u could ever want in a person, this self-doubt sometimes crops up, like, "is this person for real? he/she is too good to be true!" or sometimes, tt person may conceal himself/herself so well that u are not even aware of anything until it's probably too late. maybe one would be aware of some undercurrents of inconsistency, but never be able to point exactly to wat it is.
maybe wat grace said is right. when a person is too perfect, u cannot trust him/her. they made themselves out to be perfect. in other words, manufactured. i admire frankness in a person, and i guess i would be disillusioned if someone i was interested in was acty wat he was not made out to be. i'd rather a person just was himself, showing his faults as well as his good points. well... wat's the point of hiding the truth? nothing lies under the carpet for long, coz there will be a spring cleaning one day, and all the dirt under the carpet or any other skeletons one might have in his/her closet will be taken out. no one is able to be such a great actor tt they are able to continuously act the same role their whole life 24/7. it's tiring. and one day, the inner self will threaten to burst out. wat happens then? nobody knows.
Sunday, June 13, 2004
i finally found a BEAUTIFUL blogskin!!! hahaa, this is so nice! i love it! hehe...
i hope u can see e pic though, coz it sometimes doesn appear...
been thinking i often give ppl the wrong impression tt i dun wish to mix with them i think... coz i can appear so cold sometimes- at least tt's wat i think... hmm... but the truth of it is, i'm just thinking of other things, or wateva i'm thinking of always like fully consumes my whole attention, so i dun seem to pay attention to wateva is happening around me. it happens ALL the time, i dunno why... it just happens, though i often try to show more enthusiasm when i'm in this kind of mood. i do try to give ppl my attention whenever they speak to me, but sometimes my subconscious takes over and i lapse into tt kind of.... dunno wat u call it.... so, sorry to whoever has felt like tt with me!!!!
anyway, i gtg do work, and likely submerge myself in tt kind of... mindset(?) again... cya!
oh yah, feel free to drop a few lines bout wateva u want on my chatterbox... PLEASE!!!!!!! it's so QUIET!!!!
i hope u can see e pic though, coz it sometimes doesn appear...
been thinking i often give ppl the wrong impression tt i dun wish to mix with them i think... coz i can appear so cold sometimes- at least tt's wat i think... hmm... but the truth of it is, i'm just thinking of other things, or wateva i'm thinking of always like fully consumes my whole attention, so i dun seem to pay attention to wateva is happening around me. it happens ALL the time, i dunno why... it just happens, though i often try to show more enthusiasm when i'm in this kind of mood. i do try to give ppl my attention whenever they speak to me, but sometimes my subconscious takes over and i lapse into tt kind of.... dunno wat u call it.... so, sorry to whoever has felt like tt with me!!!!
anyway, i gtg do work, and likely submerge myself in tt kind of... mindset(?) again... cya!
oh yah, feel free to drop a few lines bout wateva u want on my chatterbox... PLEASE!!!!!!! it's so QUIET!!!!
Thursday, June 10, 2004
been thinking of my blogging style, and i've been slowly coming to the realisation that my writing style is somewhat like one of my friends'. goodness! where's my originality?! where's each person's unique individuality?! i've been toying around with the idea of changing my tone, but in whichever way i come up with, i find tt it just sounds so much like her. well, there are exceptions, of course, like those when i was feeling really bad, u know, the ones on peke (hmm, even those sound so much like her)and, not forgetting, the one on the stupid doctor from grace polyclinic....
i tried going to blogskins just now to look for a new skin, but guess wat? i think many ppl are logging into it now, so it took a REALLY long time to get into the site alone. then, when i wanted to log in, there was another long wait. forget it. i shall bear with this skin first. know y i wanna change this? coz there's no way i can put my chatterbox up here! or rather, i dunno how to do it. i only can do it when the skin says, "place your tagboard here". pathetic, aren't i? oh well........
i will try not to sound melancholic in the future. i realise tt's the tone used in my friend's blog. yes. melancholic and wistful with a touch of added mystery. it's nice sometimes, but when one has read it a few times and finds tt it pervades every or most entries, the tone gets rather questionable. oh man. am i sounding condemning? damn... there isn any maliciousness involved... really! i oso think my blog has touches of this kind of melancholy and wistfulness to it tt kinda sounds like i'm writing an essay in primary sch. oh man....
better stop condemning writing styles. i'm going way off tangent, and i'm working myself into a frenzy. hahaha... anyway, i've taken a long enough break from my revision, so cya!
i tried going to blogskins just now to look for a new skin, but guess wat? i think many ppl are logging into it now, so it took a REALLY long time to get into the site alone. then, when i wanted to log in, there was another long wait. forget it. i shall bear with this skin first. know y i wanna change this? coz there's no way i can put my chatterbox up here! or rather, i dunno how to do it. i only can do it when the skin says, "place your tagboard here". pathetic, aren't i? oh well........
i will try not to sound melancholic in the future. i realise tt's the tone used in my friend's blog. yes. melancholic and wistful with a touch of added mystery. it's nice sometimes, but when one has read it a few times and finds tt it pervades every or most entries, the tone gets rather questionable. oh man. am i sounding condemning? damn... there isn any maliciousness involved... really! i oso think my blog has touches of this kind of melancholy and wistfulness to it tt kinda sounds like i'm writing an essay in primary sch. oh man....
better stop condemning writing styles. i'm going way off tangent, and i'm working myself into a frenzy. hahaha... anyway, i've taken a long enough break from my revision, so cya!
Sunday, June 06, 2004
so sian.. back from a bout of giddiness which had something to do with liquid in my middle ear, making my ears ring and affecting my sense of balance... oh man.. i can't even begin to tell u how HORRIBLE it was... it was like being seasick, only this time, i was unable to keep anything inside my stomach. anthing that went in came back.. i was so hungry! and everytime i turned, the world turned along with me. argh! do u know wat tt meant? tt meant giving up watching Harry Potter 3: The Prisoner of Azkaban. we had booked the tickets somemore!!! then i just had to give up my tickets to yi lun's friend. ARGH!!
come to think of it, it's quite funny... one day i woke up feeling fine and dandy, the next dyai woke up feeling like my world was upside down. goodness! it's like tt A*teens song, Upside Down- "Upside Down, bouncing on the ceiling, inside out, stranger to this feeling". tt feeling was a stranger all right...
-_-"
thank god after a jab my world righted itself, and now i'm OK!!!! YAY! and i finally can catch up on my work. coz of this bout of dizziness i almost couldn make it for the SATs, and i missed quite a lot of catching up with my work. Thanks alot to grace for helping me to collect my work! u're a saviour man! =)
anyway, i'm just so thankful that my world is back where it belongs now, tt i feel quite energetic! hahaa.... i'm serious u know... for the first time, i didn sleep in the afternoon... how great is tt? =) hehe... anyway, i gtg already... bye!
come to think of it, it's quite funny... one day i woke up feeling fine and dandy, the next dyai woke up feeling like my world was upside down. goodness! it's like tt A*teens song, Upside Down- "Upside Down, bouncing on the ceiling, inside out, stranger to this feeling". tt feeling was a stranger all right...
-_-"
thank god after a jab my world righted itself, and now i'm OK!!!! YAY! and i finally can catch up on my work. coz of this bout of dizziness i almost couldn make it for the SATs, and i missed quite a lot of catching up with my work. Thanks alot to grace for helping me to collect my work! u're a saviour man! =)
anyway, i'm just so thankful that my world is back where it belongs now, tt i feel quite energetic! hahaa.... i'm serious u know... for the first time, i didn sleep in the afternoon... how great is tt? =) hehe... anyway, i gtg already... bye!
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